common things i hear at this stage are “it’s almost time!” “the baby’s ready!” “soon you will be a mom!” and it takes all my willpower not to shake my head furiously like a child in denial. i am increasingly anxious and on occasion, scared out of my mind. we have a childbirth class later in the week that will hopefully calm my nerves.
the third trimester has brought a sense of hyper-awareness. i pay close attention to his movements and with my skin issues i am realizing how much my body has changed. i walk slowly and quite often sophie impatiently pulls me home. the belly grows along with my waistline and legs. i feel self-conscious and innocent comments like “you’ve gotten big since the last time i saw you!” and “are you hungry?” sting in a way they didn’t before.
i remind myself that every day and week is different. yes, some weeks i’ve felt happy and glowing. other weeks i’ve felt tired and down. some days i’ve felt beautiful and other days anything but. all these emotions are part of being pregnant, being a mom, and being a human.
i know deep in my heart that none of this will matter once we see his tiny face and wrinkly hands. oh, i cannot wait to look at you, but be a good boy and keep on baking.
this week has been a whirlwind. michael and i toured the hospital on sunday and we saw tiny twins in the nursery! the nurses put them in the same bed and they snuggled together. the sight of them was very heartwarming. we took a breastfeeding class on monday evening; michael was a good sport because he met me after work and the instructor didn’t dismiss us until 9:30. today i had a check-up. our little boy is very active with a strong heartbeat.
i’ve been scratching my shoulders and legs at night. my doctor said pregnant women tend to be generally itchy but the office will run a test to make sure it isn’t anything serious. the hot weather doesn’t help either; i feel like i am perpetually frozen from the air conditioning or sweaty from the outdoors. for some strange reason i’m into jeans and tees lately. they’re fine for the mornings but terrible for the afternoons!
have you seen little knitty things? it’s an etsy shop by melanie (of une vie géniale, she used to blog at idée géniale). i bought the baby a red bedford cap and a brown bear cap. she also makes pom pom and tassel garlands. if you’re a mama, mama-to-be, or cute stuff lover, check out her collection!
ahhh! seven more weeks to go! i’m feeling good this week. there are few things that several days of rest and homemade hot compresses can’t fix. on friday the french lost but i wasn’t sour for too long. michael built the crib and painted like a wonderful husband. i also ordered arrow decals for the baby’s room; i hope they look as good as i imagine!
in other baby news i’m sewing wall hangings for his room and figuring out where to store books and toys (wooden wall shelves, maybe). i hope that he grows up and loves his room because we’ve put our hearts in it! it’s slowly coming together, and i’ll share more soon.
we had dinner at arcade midtown kitchen awhile ago. the restaurant is home to a quirky zoltar machine similar to the one in the 1980’s movie, big. we didn’t visit for zoltar— the food was delicious— but as soon as we arrived home, i had to watch big. fast forward to sunday and i dreamt that we were at FAO schwarz and i could not find our baby. what a terrible dream! thanks a lot zoltar and tom hanks.
hello! i meant to blog more often last week but i pulled a muscle in my leg and limped around for a few days. the doctor instructed me to “take it easy” and so i did. sophie and i watched the world cup matches, read real simple, and organized materials for my substitute teacher. i also managed to snag two things from the lauren moffatt online sample sale!
in my last update i mentioned the baby had hiccups; i can feel his hiccups once or twice a day now. i’m a little alarmed that he moves around constantly; i think he recently discovered how to roll. his kicks hurt occasionally, but he’s been a good boy (i.e. i’m not yelping in the grocery store yet).
the other day i thought about my summer wardrobe and i missed wearing shorts. it’s not too late to buy a pair or two. i find myself craving things i couldn’t possibly wear, too, like high-waisted denim skirts (i want this one) or shift dresses (hard to pull off with a growing bump).
are you doing anything fun for fourth of july? i’ll be rooting for france, and michael will side with germany. we’ll probably build a crib and cook hot dogs. enjoy the holiday and and wear your american best. our team played so hard today; you’re my MVP tim howard!
whew! i can cross another week off our calendar. week 31 had its ups and downs. weepy moments occurred a couple of times during this journey but i was all out of sorts this week. i worried about a lot of random things like going into labor at home to being a good mom to living away from our families to typing up eight weeks of lesson plans. and then i worried more because i was worrying and ended up feeling more anxious.
if i’ve learned anything over the last seven months, it’s that everything i feel or experience isn’t unusual. sometimes pregnant women are super happy and other times you know better than to mess with one. sometimes we might cry over spilt popcorn, or like me yesterday, not being able to paint my toenails.
in other news, we’re planning to use cloth diapers so if you have any brands or advice to share, please do! we will use pampers when he is born and later on when he goes to daycare (unless his center allows the cloth kind). i never thought i would write about diapers on the blog but hey, there’s a first time for everything!
look, ma! we’ve made it to the thirties! i took the three hour glucose test last wednesday and i cannot tell you how glad i felt at the end! during the test i was tired, hungry, and nauseous all at once. ugh! but i wasn’t the only mama in the room; there were at least six of us doing the same thing. i’m happy to report that my results were normal.
we ordered our crib and i spent saturday cleaning and organizing the guest room. we store our winter coats and linens in that closet and i rearranged everything to make room for baby clothes and diapers and leave hanging space for guests. i couldn’t help but marvel at the size of newborn diapers. they are teeny tiny and smell like baby powder.
i got this crazy idea last week to paint thin arrows on the wall of his room— that didn’t get far. it is impossible to get a perfectly straight line. so i scrapped the project and i decided we’ll paint one of the walls dark blue. by “we’ll” i mean michael will paint and i will watch because we make a great team. :o)
stay tuned tomorrow for a cute nursery craft!
i don’t usually say this, but i’m glad this particular week is almost over! on friday michael came to school and helped me pack up the classroom for the summer. i don’t know what i would have done without his help. towards the end of the day i felt exhausted, overwhelmed, and overcome with tears. it’s always difficult wrangling everything in the room into neat stacks and piles. it’s even harder with a little person inside of you and you’re constantly worrying if you’re overexerting yourself. fortunately we got everything squared away, and i dedicated the past few days to relaxing and more relaxing.
in other baby news, i failed the one hour glucose test by a few points, making a retake mandatory. i am kind of annoyed because i can’t eat before the next test and i hate getting my blood drawn! my score is also “normal” according to some offices but my doctor retests anyone who is a little (or a lot) over. after talking to friends and doing some research, i learned it isn’t unusual to fail the first test; about a quarter of women miss the cutoff score and find out they’re fine later. hopefully i’m fine, too.
i haven’t worn many maxi dresses during my pregnancy but now that it’s summer in texas (ridiculously hot), they’re on the top of my shopping list. i’m looking forward to a nice summer at home making crafts, blogging more often, and getting the house ready for our boy. i can’t wait to meet him!
oh my goodness. i almost forgot to post a journal entry— school is winding down and i just realized it’s wednesday (not tuesday). our little boy’s movements are stronger and more consistent; i think he moves around the whole day now! i had a doctor’s appointment on monday and i took the famous glucose test (it checks for gestational diabetes). i explained it to michael as “drinking orange soda and sitting around for an hour.”
we also got spoiled (big time) with a wonderful care package from the team at 4moms. they sent us one of their awesome breeze pack and plays, taking one item off our baby gear list! we plan on using it in different rooms of the house to keep an eye on him as he naps, and later when he gets bigger, as he rolls and plays!
i feel huge lately. tonight i tried on some of my favorite dresses and they would not zip up due to my belly and expanding rib cage. doh! i may just spend the summer in any sort of stretchy clothes eating watermelon.
hello there! i hope all of you had a happy memorial day. we spent most of the long weekend wrangling the baby’s room. his rug arrived on thursday and we found a dresser at pottery barn outlet on saturday. then i found a great headboard for a guest bed at pier 1 on a whim. i can’t believe our luck! we might have a “real” nursery by the end of the summer.
this week i fell asleep on the couch a few times. i’m getting things ready for the end of the school year and trying to prep materials for a sub during maternity leave. on top of that, kindergarteners are not easily convinced that they must go to first grade. they keep asking me, “but why?” and i reply, “next year i will have new friends!”
i had a cold for several days and sneezed constantly. fortunately the sneezes and the runny nose skipped town on saturday (maybe due to the massive amount of rain we got). i’ve been feeling better and the flowers in our yard look great, too. tomorrow marks the beginning of the third trimester. hooray!
as i write my recap of the last 26 weeks, the little one is poking my stomach! he wants a bit of attention, i suppose. at night he’s been calmer and i don’t wake up as often. i remembered one of my dreams from the week! i can only pray he’ll sleep well once he comes home this summer.
we’re slowly putting together his room. i wouldn’t call it “nursery building”; it’s more like nursery wrangling! we’ve got onesies, overalls, shirts, leggings, and diapers with no place to go. the poor little boy needs a dresser! hopefully the memorial day sales will bring us a nice piece of furniture.
speaking of furniture, we’ve chosen his crib! it’s modern, quirky, and simple. i’ll share pictures once we purchase and assemble it.
speaking of pictures, i kind of think i am a terrible pregnant lady for not taking bump photos every week. i only have two so far. my goal is to post more outfits because then we’ll record the bump, the clothes, and the shoes. three things are almost always better than one thing (except measles, mumps, and rubella).
happy belated lovely tuesday! our school hosted an event last night, and by the time i got home, cooked supper, and showered, i was ready to relax. i’m reading i am livia on my kindle and now i am two-thirds through the book.
over the past week my belly grew bigger! the secretaries in the office agreed. i feel like the little one doesn’t move around much during these growth spurts. he was relatively calm with a few reassuring kicks every hour. tonight he’s karate kid again.
at our recent baby shower, some of my coworkers bought us a cute baby bouncer and it arrived at the house this afternoon. we may assemble it but i have a strong suspicion that someone (or some pug) would immediately jump in it. i could be wrong. if i’m right, instagram will let you know.
oh my goodness. so much happened during the week! michael can feel the baby regularly; he’s getting stronger in the mornings and evenings. michael says it feels like a big hiccup. i’m told real “hiccups” will come along sooner or later.
today i had a regular check-up and the baby looked great! he laid with his legs crossed and his hands behind his back (totally maxin’ and relaxin’ actin’ all cool). he’s just the right size, not too small and not too big. he didn’t look as lean as last time; the doctor said he’ll put on lots of fat in the upcoming weeks!
this afternoon my coworkers threw us a baby shower. michael and i feel so blessed for all their gifts and words of encouragement. it’s funny when you don’t live near your family, other people will step up and become your adopted family. i feel that way about my school and blog friends.
speaking of blog friends, indiana put together this sweet list of mamas and mamas-to-be for mother’s day. i’m honored to be on her round-up. did you know that jessica (of what i wore) has a baby due this summer, too? it’s the year of blog babies!
our baby boy is still a trickster. he kicks me starting from the ride home from school— he’s like any little kid: “let’s go home, mama! let’s go!”— but gets sneaky for daddy. this morning he thumped my stomach a few times and michael managed to feel it once before he quieted down.
the other day indiana warned her readers about swollen feet. my feet aren’t swollen but they ache at the end of the day. i stand up most of the time at work and now i’m standing and carrying a tiny person. i bought some inserts for my sandals. if they don’t work, i might bring my minnetonkas and change into them midday.
michael and i weren’t planning to build a nursery right away but we recently sold the big bed in our guest room. now i’m brainstorming a room that functions as the baby’s room and a sleepaway— we want the space to be charming and modern enough for grown folks. i’ll keep you updated!
next week i’ll see my doctor for a check-up and our last scheduled sonogram. i hope we get more pictures of you, little boy blue!
last week i told a coworker that i felt fantastic and it was true. the little one is moving regularly in the afternoons and evenings; feeling the baby is a huge sigh of relief. i read forums where women felt their babies at 16, 17, 18, 19, 20 weeks and i stopped because it made me nervous. he just needed more time. but he’s a trickster— he stays still whenever michael swaps hands with me!
i’ll share an outfit post soon and i’ll fit right into the “expecting a boy” stereotype: i look like i swallowed a basketball (maybe a basketball-sized cheeseburger with french fries). fixed-waist skirts are out of the question; i’ve been wearing elastic skirts and the bump is front and center. i didn’t announce to my students that i’m having a baby but they give me curious looks sometimes.
we bought the little guy a fox blanket but i haven’t decided on any other bedding for now. isn’t that print adorable? the whales are cute, too. i love it so much i might get another one.
michael and i are so excited to share that we are expecting a little boy! he will be the third grandchild (and grandson) for michael’s parents and the first grandbaby for my parents. we weren’t “hoping” for a boy or a girl; we feel very blessed about this journey of becoming a mom and dad. but i must say i am not looking forward to the day he brings lizards into the house to scare me!
dear baby, you already have a menagerie of toys along with a real, live pug. we can’t wait to see you in your wellies one day helping us in the yard or playing in puddles. we promise to kiss you and tickle you and make you laugh as much as possible. love, M+D